You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.

Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.

Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

I took this bloody survey which i find it quite true.

Today
Hit the town with a crazy girl, an extraordinary crazy girl. A sentence, ' Holy high people are having their proms tonight.' Can make us burst out into laughter in the midst of our shopping. and Pearlyn Chua finally bought her French Connection top despite being psycho by my crazy girl. haha. Drop by to visit Peiwen who is working. Accompanied her for dinner, then back to work. A date of the three of us down to sentosa, deal (:

Dinner with daddy and brother, that sounds so weird.
and i bought my books, should be able to kill some time tml.

4 more days.

HAPPY AWESOME SWEET 16, SIYING!

Monday
A trip down to Wild Wild Wet with my girls.
Fun, fun and more fun despite the unpredictable weather which caused us to shiver while playing. Miraculous, im not sick ((: And so are my friends, i hope.

Long bus ride back to home without my girls.
Reading at those long textes i had in my phone
which constantly kept me smiling throughout my way.
somehow or rather, i miss those days.
And only clam chowder for dinner, i love.

received a surprise text in the night.
with three simple words, i miss you.
that was more than words, i know (:
and i hope you're fully recovered by now.

Tuesday
Mommy just went overseas, with a hug to me while i was still in bed.

Spent my day down to sch in the morning for a short while with my friend.
Chatted for awhile, and yes, studies is (finally) important, to me. whether a poly life or a JC life, does make a difference, in a way or another. i changed my mind, i wanna go THAT school. haha. figure it yourself.

Met up with my dear girl down to ps and then to vivo. snapped many photos, just like how tourist do. bought clothes at Pull and Bear. like, finally.

Boo, Yuling gonna travel to HongKong on thursday.
Mommy is not around, boyfriend isnt around too and so does Yuling.
Those 3 very-important-person arent around. Baddies, i shall called them. haha

5 more days (:

8 more days, my dear.
and you said to me, 'kiss your hand if you miss me.'
i will.

to all friends,
im so gonna be free for this whole damn week.
date me, call me, pick me, choose me.

Yuling, call me.
i miss you.

and i kept bumping on to my primary school's friends.
today, was a disaster. i bet Gwen was shocked. sorry, i hope i didnt scare you.
it's so nice to see you once again. Christmas parttyy, count me in. a reunion with my badminton girls, i like (:

i cant wait till the 4th december.
For the time being, keep me busy all these while

what the hell. that's stupid

and today is 24th november.
dial my phone number.

the chronological of Shakespeare's plays.
yeah, something like that (:
and, figure it yourself.

and maybe, i wouldnt be blogging nowadays.
(someone requested me to post up a post for him/her to see.)

to my friend,
i hope the dark clouds that had plastered all over your world will soon disappear.

those little children brightened up my day.
and maybe not, they called me 'auntie'
ahem, 'jie jie', i corrected them.

spent many idle hours today at home.
maybe, there will be more to come.
and mum just passed me two hundred bucks.
retail therapy sounds rather dull to me right now
school days are still, much more better
because jobs hunting arent my cup of tea.

i opened the letter today. like, finally.
my friend said, ' just let this letter amuse you for the day.'
or rather, a source of entertainment. and that's pretty true.

i've got a weird cravings for snapple.

to rekindle that kinda blahblahblah. yeah.
let's not elaborate more on that.

2 cups of coffee down and im bound to stay up late tonight.
Accounts is driving me nuts.

endless midnight conversations with my girls, i like. at least they keep me company during the long late night. and girl, have faith in him.

Stephanie Teo Shi Hui's birthday is coming!
and i want my ipod back! i've been hearing eerie sounds last night. damn

i dont want to be home alone anymore.
rainy days are scary days.

and damn, MJ won the 987 free SMSes from 98.7fm
that's not fair. haha

forget about blogging only after the 17th.

Social studies was a breeze, haha. so im gonna mug like some mad woman for my history.
damn, i REALLY REALLY REALLY need to do well for my maths.
let's hope my physics paper will be as easy as my biology.
Geography kills especially with Agriculture and Plate Techonics.

almost done with my physics and two more chapters for geography.
Please please come out Green Revolution for geography.

i need to do things that will make me happy right now.
i need chocolates and clam chowder so badly.

mind does contradict with the heart, at times.

i need my drug :(